I’m maybe a freak to spend my time reading codes and scripts and all. I know, it sounds like ..nerd. But who cares. Its my passion. Some people don’t understand and don’t get the feel. When you are trying so hard to manipulate the codes..and u keep on failing again and again..but you never have the gut to stop trying..and in the end, u manage to cherish everything u have done..for the sake of your own satisfactory. Nobody understand this passion in me. unless me.
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A short conversation between me,my dad and my mom just now.
Dad : takde masalah ape-ape ke kat UTP?
Me : masalah? hm. takde masalah ape-ape pn.Ok aje.
Dad : Lpas nih boleh tuka course ke tak?
Me : Hmm tak tahu la. Boleh kot. Nak tuka course ke?
Mom : Tuka la course yang tak ramai orang ambik. Lagi bagus.
Me : Heh. Same je semua. Semua ramai orang ambik.
Dad : EE nih la ramai orang yang ambik.
Me : Alaa.. blaja je la. Pasnih bukan nak keje jadi engineer pun. Nak keje sdiri. Blaja je la benda nih. Buat back-up.
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Yah. I have been thinking about this. I dont think I want to ba and EE engineer after this. For what? Do I have any interest in this thing? Why the hell i took this course in the first place? damn. I have no idea. Maybe I shud take Mechanical Eng. But, yeah. Still the same. Engineering. They don’t want me to take Multimedia or IT. So, what can I do.
I knew some people, thru myspace, who are studying graphic design and photography.. Most of them are in MMU or Lim Kok Wing. I was offered by a college in Cyberjaya before this.. but yea, a private one, and they offered Multimedia. well.. my parents wont allow me there.
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I’m really into web programming these days. And I want to use it in the future. Thats my target. I want to work in that field. Something that I enjoy, something that can satisfy me, something that once was my hobby. That is the meaning of career. I dont want to burden my head doing something I hate.
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And yeah, I’m also into photography. Damn.Nadia asked me few days ago – ” Dont want to buy a DSLR?” and now I think i want to have one! damn it. How photography attracted me. But to buy a DSLR when I’m still dumb in photography knowledge and all is somthing i don’t want to do. I just want to have a fuckin good digital camera so I can snap and snap everything everywhere anytime. My first ever fundamental is a good start, i hope – a photoblog of low quality pictures.
Previouson and on.
DSLR is freaking hard dolz if u wan a pic of super-beautiful image.. and about EE…Pak Lah told us dat EE has become increasingly demanded by companies in Malaysia…even world..like HP,Sony, Intel and Dell…they are running out of electrical engineers…. score 4.0..dat’s the rule i have to hold here.. ..curricular activities?forget it except for social circumstances.. =)
heehee…learn photography from books and the internet la, sempoi. i have slr and dslr but still rarely use them. terkial-kial nak setting. i like my smaller digital camera better. boleh letak dalam poket. nak ambik gamba upskirt pun senang (hoho…kidding maa). but for a novice, a normal digital camera (perhaps with the lighting fn., mode fn. and iso setting) is suffice. afterwards can edit using photoshop meh.
oo. EE dah demand eh skang.? huhu
tu la. blajar DSLR from intenet..but still hav no money to buy one laa.
haha upskirt. kejam2.
huhu..ambek EE pon bley ape mahir on programming..lg la advantage u ambek EE..bcoz dlm EE ade major in computer engineering..student EE pon wajib blajar programming..then for those yg ambek computer mesti la blajar lg advanced..
Слушай, да как ты вобще до такого додумался?