Its a wig..for the drama

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One finished,another thousands are waiting.Damn. The drama presentation is over. And it was done perfectly quiet ok lah..enough to gain apropriate mark for my English course work mark. haih. After all, this drama thing has regain my interest in flash presentation which I abandoned like few months back. Here I come again..flash!

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Whatever it is, there are a lot to be done. Math test this Wednesday, Physics Quiz this Friday and ICIS assignment due this Friday. Dammit! Theres no space to breath here. I can hardly rest in harmony peacefully on my bed, without worrying about anything. Theres always something to think on..and..oh..like shit. The next holiday will be few weeks ahead, for the Raya break…maybe for a week.. I need the break so bad. I want to finish this year faster…move on 2006..move on faster!

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after the test

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Its already October..and someone gonna have to wake Billy Joe up when september’s end. ehe..( dont u get it, its a joke.laugh.) ..i dont know how much i’ve changed for the last few months..especially after i quit school…changes in different kind of aspects. hmph. Im glad I still can do wat i enjoy to do instead of doing something on force. I am glad I still can laugh with my frens, anytime and anyhow. I am glad that most of my friend here dont know who am I before I enter UTP. Yah. Its true. Its easier for me to change into what I want to be if they noe nothing about me previously. Its easier..and nobody will say something that can hurt me. I am sensitive. Criticism is needed sometimes, but not for me. I cant accept that. I just want to do anything I wanted. So, get along.

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Girls? I have no interest in having any relationship anymore. I mean, special relationship. I’ve rejected a girl last week. A very pretty gorgeous girl. Damn I am so stupid to do so. But I have promised myself. In fact, shes a rich girl. Yah. I hate rich girls. Its not like i HATE them. I dont like to have a relationship with any rich girl. I dont know why. I am just an average boy. Thats what I told her. But she said she hates rich boys. hmph. I like her. But shes too pretty and rich to be with me.It just started from SMS, yM..calls..and..i dont know how the hell can she likes me. Sorry girl. You r too good for me. You deserves someone better. I am nobody. Damn! Now shes telling me to forget her even as a friend. Did I do something bad for trying not to give any false promises.If i accepted her, I know I cant be a good boyfriend. So, why shud I? What can I give her? nothing. I just dont want to break other people’s heart nemore after i promised her something I wont be able to give. In fact, Im tired of commitment after a stupid girl did something stupid on me before this. Go to hell.
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I just wanted to make myself better before I can take care of anyone else.